yAy!!! i gots me a job baby! nothing exciting, but at least i'll have an income again. thank goodness. money was getting super tight there for awhile. no worries. now i'm hopefully going to be teaching full time at bj broadcasting university...i wonder if they could hook me up with a broadcasting company or something...sweeeet.

for all those still around bj: jessica's bday dinner is THIS friday, and you're REQUIRED to come...or she'll come kick your ass. :) don't you just love requirements in china??? ahahaha.

i'm trying to add pix to my xanga...do i have to have premium for that shit? or can i just import it from a free storage-thing? i hate computers.

i guess it's about time for another update. i moved into the building next to me...it's still lido, but it was a pain. it's basically exactly the same except not really. kind of a trip. pup was all weirded out the first week we moved in here. didn't know which room she was supposed to sleep in. pretty cute. and YESSS....i got my big room back...ahhh....very spacious.

i need a joooob...someone hook me up please! ;)

so here i am updating again. how good of me, yea? i know, i know, i hardly ever keep this thing updated, but what can i say? i've been kinda stoney recently. too stoned to stay online and linger. hahaha. i just found out my pup pup likes to blaze too. well, when she lived in cali she would come out whenever she heard the bong bubbling! but since she's been away from cali so long, i didn't think she'd remember what smoking really was. until yesturday. the way you smoke out a dog is blowing the smoke directly into the ear, instead of just hotboxing the dog. that doesn't really work. so i've been smoking her out for old times sake. then yesturday she saw me pick up my pipe in the bathroom getting ready to smoke when she came running in for a hit! ahaha, she's so CUTE!!! she looked at me like i was going to give her something do eat, licking her chops. That's MY PUP.

excitement til the end, eh? so wut else have i been up to? what can i say, i've been a sucker for really hot guys recently. shit, what's wrong with me?! someone?? anyone?? i'm like constantly checking out all these hot guys which i can't have for obvious reasons. and movies too. i've only been watching movies that are cute, romantic, preferably a little bit of action, and most importantly, have hot guys in them. so far the most recent: remember don juan demarco?? shit, such an old movie. johnny depp was really hot back then. ned kelly's alright. i wish i had a harem of hot men. it's not fair. hahahaha. anyways, see wut i mean by excitement?

upcoming: my mom's brother and his wife are coming into town for the first time. they're staying here and hanging out for a couple weeks, then going to travel around asia for ahwile. my mom and i are going to travel with them around as well. shanghai, xi'an and hk. theyr'e going taiwan, but i'm not going to go there. after i see zainab in hk and pat in shanghai, i'm heading over to hawaii for three weeks, wow, a month of traveling around. cool. anyways that's all for updating. take care all. much love, *aLoHa~!*

sTonEy tHouGht of tHe dAy:

is it so wrong and unconventional to be lost in life? to not know which direction one is going, and being frightened of it? or to stand back and watch helplessly as the world passes you by with its constant, black and white monetary momentum forwards takes everyone, but you along? understanding one's wisdom is the opening of eyes in a world of petty interests which seem momentarily of immense magnitude and importance. thus being risking becoming lost to society and consumed by a mental ward. but is it the one, who is lost? or does the rest of the virus of insanity spread to all, alienating those few who understand?

a person's values conflicting with the mass beliefs, bring mass dellusion and coerced ideals. one is not allowed to truely be free. just as love has no place in a corrupt world, are these different ideals allowed to be free and run rampant.